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02:32 pm
[Link] | I loved you completely, and with reckless abandon.
with everything I had for everything you are, and would be.
And everything you are would have always been enough.
Completely.
With reckless abandon.
With everything I had.
when you went, it went with you.
now there is nothing left for me.
For apartments, and pets that we never quite shared.
the ring I couldn't give you. that I know you wouldn't wear.
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07:02 pm
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Disowned. for the second time.
I cannot believe I let you hurt me again. This is the second time you time you have told me that you don't ever want to see me again. there will not be a third. you are not my family anymore. it is amazing to me that you have hurt me more than any other person in my life, and you are supposed to be one of the people I can count on. you never gave me support, or love, or kindness or told me that you were proud of me. the only thing you ever gave me was the knowledge that I would never amount to anything. thanks dad, thats a great gift, and I will cherish it.
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02:39 am
[Link] | there is not one second of any day that I am not completely enveloped in missing you.
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04:37 pm
[Link] | Even as a child, When I lacked for nothing, I wanted to die. I wanted to surrender because I saw no sense in struggling. I felt that nothing would be proved, substantiated, added or subtracted by continuing an existence which I had not asked for.
- Henry Miller, Tropic of Capricorn
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02:00 am
[Link] | this is too hard.
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